Wesley's Page

So difficult to open, afraid what you may see.
You say, It's OK, you can be yourself with me.

I believe I'm not worthy, I'm a hypocrite and a fake.
You say, It's OK, just try to give yourself a break.

But I feel I must suffer for all that I have done.
You say, It's OK, all's forgiven all is one.

I reach out for your hand crying, please don't let go.
You say, It's OK, I've been there many times before.

I admit that I am weak and scared and insecure.
You say, It's OK, just allow Love to be the… Continue

Shadow dreams the illusive drama,
Deciding what is Love, finding only uncertainty,

Only want of true connection,
Only emptiness in guise of false promise.

Yesterday's eyes open, engage instant condition,
Seeing beginnings ending, births slow crumble back to dust.

Yet faint is the stirring in distant reaches of heart,
Softens me listen to it's still silent whispers.

Born not of sense, though felt all the same.
Seen with shut eyes, heard with closed ears,
Being only in forever,
The hand cannot… Continue

Fear and pain is all I see;
In every eye looking back at me.

Fear and pain is in my head;
No escape so I hide instead.

Fear and pain to much to take;
All my words and actions fake.

Fear and pain too much to bear;
My body frozen so I stand and stare.

Fear and pain please let me go;
How will I have my chance to grow.

Fear and pain there's no more tears;
The threat of madness looming near.

Fear and pain you infuriate me;
You've completely shattered my dignity.

Fear and pain you ain't so toug… Continue